Well...You see....
Theres this girl I like. I mean reaaaaally like. like rawrrawr ♥♥♥... Shes something else, let me tell you.
Shes smart.
Beautiful.
Clever.
Funny.
Aggressive... In an adorable way.
Not to plagiarize or anything, but...
I absolutely love her when she smiles.
But somehow I bet you already knew all of this God.
Thank you. You've really outdone yourself with her.
Amen.
-Me
Some songs just click. Pinback does that for me alot.
Got my application in for fullsail finally. The tour is a week from this sunday. I applied to start October 20th. If all goes well, ill be living with the grandparents in orlando. My head is in the game, and it actually feels good. A tad horrifying, but good. I feel right in the middle between two equal emotions. One is ecstatic that I finally get to leave the craptown of titusville, and the other is like: you love titusville you dummy! Dan pointed out to me the other day that all the most important people in my life will be either living in orlando, or travelling there quite frequently. Which makes me happy and able to deal with things alot better. Crap I wasnt planning on doing a long thing here so goodbye, and if you havent been following boot and sock, I highly recommend it! As bradley would most likely put it: GO READ IT NAOW!!!!!
Byebye
E#%@
-Me
Dear Future Me...
You probably just went through alot of trouble finding this dusty old blog so congrats on that =)...
To give you your bearings, The date is Wednesday, June 2'nd, 2010. Its 4 days til your bestfriend leaves on an internship.
You live with your parents, you have a curfew, and you havent had a girlfriend before.(ouch. sorry buddy...)
Your 19 years old. Your birthday is in a few months. You havent gotten into college yet. You decided not to go into music as a career, although you would give your right leg to be in a band. Did you ever find a good career choice?
Ive got so many questions
How did my current crush pan out? Do my friends all move on and leave me behind? Does life ever stop sucking? Do mondays get outlawed? Was the mute Cebu succesful in communicating the imminent danger to the other passengers??
Please tell me your sitting back reading this laughing to yourself. Tell me you would love to write back and say not to worry. It all works itself out. You get the girl and you both grow old and live happy together. You have tons of friends who love you for who you are. Tell me it gets easier.
Tell me... I dont end up alone...
Please write back... I need answers.
Love, your younger self.
-Aka-
-Me
