thanks aretha franklin :)

-2 days.

-just 2 more mf-ing days and ill never set my foot in that hell hole again.

-...wait a sec, i got just the thing for this.

-Fastforward above video to 1:29 for maximum effect.

-me

angry birds hit the floor tonight. Fortunately, my phone is ok.

-Hi!!!

-Cant sleep. Not tired. Uber excited. Had the most amazing last few nights.

-I love my girlfriend! She is the most amazing person, I swear.

-I have started the workout routine with tj gina and jinje and its pretty intense. Unfortunately I was called in early tomorrow so I have to wait for wednesday to start up again...

-Cant wait to get in shape and feel good and confident and healthy in my skin :)

-gnight

-me

... what comes before the cookies and cream chocolate bar...

-more whitestrips means another 30 minutes...

-so the burning question is how did Sunday night go?? Honestly I'm not entirely sure. See, I have this friend who wanted at one point to be a pastor. This friend studied his rear off and made a sermon outline and eventually preached a sermon. Unfortunately, it was aweful. But not a single person would say anything to him about it. So I've received some critics but I won't be 100% sure. So I did 3 songs sans guitar that completely sucked, then as soon as I strummed a chord, my fear melted and I was a billion times more confident about being up there. I just don't like to be up there like a crazy guy, flailing my arms everywhere. So that's that.

-I'm so tired right now. 15 minutes. Tomorrow, I'm moving crap at sandys house for a few hours so I can earn some cashmoney. My savings kinda suicided somehow so that should help alot. Sandy is super cool to work for anyway.

-I can't wait for tomorrow night!!!!! Incredibleness <3

-Gnight

-me

Growly

-Tomorrow is the freakin day. Playing a Sunday night service and I'm totally ready but a bit nervous.

-I have crest whitestrips in my mouth so excuse the typing.... yes.

-Listening to two weeks by Grizzly bear. That Song is audible sunshine for my face. 5 minutes til I can take these monstrosities off my teeth...

-Well katrinas prank threw me for a loop... that was really unexpected. I'm not looking forward to missing overflow service tomorrow at all but I'll do what has to be done. Fastforward 2 tracks to cheerleader...

-you know. you know oh oh... :)

-two minutes left...

-ok screw it. They are coming off right now. Gnight

-me

Excited :D

-Tonight I led a song for Wednesday night service. Things are heating up with this job opportunity to lead worship at a nearby church. I really need this. Its the next step I've been dying to take. The next step towards my dreams. I'm really excited and I can't wait for alyssa to get excited with me! :)

-My dreams are so close, I can feel it. Thank you God!!

-I'm getting ready to lead an entire Sunday night service in a few days.

-shouldn't be too much longer now :)

-me

+ or -

-Chillin on the couch again.

-2:33 am

-Goin to give blood tomorrow. Need sleep -___-

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-thinking about the means to which I find true happiness and how shallow it seems if I look at it through a certain lens. If you take an aweful event like... i dont know, a little girl dying. It could be a huge tragedy, but at the same time, you could look at it through a different perspective and see that it could be beautiful. Maybe its a poetic death, or she died in the arms of ones she loved or she died in surgery to donate a kidney to save someone. Know what I mean? Is there a good way to look at everything? Or is it purely situational. I know its possible to look at everything that happens to you, even good, great things, and somehow pit it against yourself as a curse. Ive seen it done when old people get bitter. They could win a thousand bucks and somehow manage to complain about it. I guess it really boils down to optimism vs pessimism. Underlying thoughts have to be positive about your negative situation or you go negative about your negative situation. Then, when your situation turns positive, you will still be negative, and thats called being bitter. Positivity. I know it only works to an extent. You cant just go around being positive about everything, or people hate you, avoid you, screw with your head, etc... How bout Job in the bible. His life legitimately sucked. bad. Everyone died and he lost all his property and was diseased. Mental, physical, and emotional destruction. As low as you can go. He was not a positive man after that. He was entirely broken and negative until he came to his magic epiphany near the end of his 40 chapters of complaining. His story turned out all right.

-Solved my own thoughts

-The Lord giveth, and the Lord taketh away. Blessed be the name of the Lord.

-...+

-gnight.

-me

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Hilight - Trancelucid robber celular pony cubes. Hi in fibre!!

-Well I laid in bed for like 2 hours and that got really boring so im on the couch listening to Radio Dept. and watching a really bizarre infomercial selling the "Shark VacSteem!" I think theres actually an exclamation point in the title of the product. Hm it really does a good job on that tile floor. dang. mood=excited. Did you know that 25% of american homes have salmonilla virus on the floor? wow. mood=bored.

-Today was pretty awesome. Was feeling down a bit at first but alyssa and grizzly bear cheered me up. Got alyssas dress for sarahs wedding picked out and it looks amazing on her! mood=thoughtful-happy. We went to chilis and the service was so sucky. I pulled the boyfriend-who-gets-stuff-done card and complained and we got a free meal! Then the ride back was super nice! mood=reminiscent

-Really looking forward to the indian river festival. Id like to grab alyssa and dissapear atop the ferris wheel for a few hours... I think I will! mood=super-excited

-Holy moly they have the same technology in a handheld scrubber! Shes washing plain wooden cabinetry with it now!! ......... mood=awkward

-Jt is selling the store tomorrow and im not exactly sure if ill have a job or not. Me and dan shared a moment in which we both realized it might be the last time we ever work together. Im kinda missing those days working with bo, jonathan, dan, and james. Those will always be a highlight to my life.

-That word. Highlight. They should change the spelling cause the double gh looks stupid. Hilight. nah looks too much like Twilight. Highlite. Yeah thatll work...

-Check it out! Its the samsung Hilight ^^

-I just googled hilight and posted some of the amusing ones like the album art of the band hilight which their lead guitar player looks like a panzy just sayin...

http://anddive.blogspot.com/ ...<--for jon if you cant view pics in your feed :)

-gnight

-Hi fibre pony cubes? really?

-me

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Worst song of 2011

Worst song of the year goes to

Jessie J!!!!

for her masterwork

Price Tag (feat B.O.B.)

What an aweful song. Lyrics include 'When the truth comes second, just stop for a second and smile'. Yeah smiling just makes all the worlds problems better... If your gonna sing a song about world betterment, copy John Mayer or heck, even Lennon did a good job. So many gimmicks here I dont even want to go into it. I pitty whoever takes financial advice out the little nuggets in this song. After all, 'We just wanna make the world dance, forget about the pricetag'. B.o.b.'s uninspired rap was sooo rediculous. In almost parodical fashion, he stops the song and says bring the beat back. Wow I havent heard that one before... The mix is out of wack like the sound engineer had a gun to his head. I feel bad listening to it right now. A headache is developing just to write this. I think im gonna throw up. Luckily Wiz Khalifa is in the related videos so I dont actually die.

-me

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