Chapter XX

fly me out the window

somewhere far away

news on the radio

happy birthday

happy birthday

happy birthday

Well here it is folks. The big 20. Remember when you first hit 10? The double digits? This is like double that... Holy cow, when did I become a man. Wasnt I a child yesterday who was goin to chuckycheese for a field trip with the other kids? Or that awkward teenager trying to work up the nerve to ask out a girl? HOLY CRAP! IM NOT A TEENAGER! woaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaa........

You just witnessed an epiphany. That just hit me while typing that... I am no longer a teenager. What the heck does that mean? Am I supposed to carry myself differently? I dont feel any older... ugh now im confused. It feels like this a good time to make life changes. But, what am I supposed to change? I always remember being younger and thinking to myself how things would be different when your older. Like you almost expect your mindset to be different. When it actually comes, you find out that your mindset is the exact same. Nothing changed, really. Your the same person, but slightly older.

But anyway. I am super happy! really I am! :)  Im excited to see what this year brings me for sure. Despite my bad rapport with birthdays($$$Cant think about that now. Supposed to be happy$$$), im determined that this will be the best ever! 

'But not right now, im high as a cloud'

-Me