Zzzzt! A rappa bug zappa...

Well this is it. Im signing up for college for the....5th time??? I cant remember...

My cousin Julia, the 'decidedly indecisive' one as I call her, just made her choice on college and is attending spring classes next year at the 'Le Cordon Bleu'. So if she can do it, I can do it right? Granted, its not what I really want to do or anything. Its more of a stepping stone.... In a loooong trail of stepping stones hovering over the grand canyon...

Yeah im thrilled... really... I do, however, like the prospect of not doing nothing. I mean I have a job, which is more than most people, but its a sucky lousy barely-get-your-bills-payed job. I want moneys. They say money doesnt mean happiness, but I think sometimes it does.... Money means stability. Stability means less stress which is sortof like happiness right? Also financial stability means making 'it' official, which is -immeeeeensly- important to me right now despite my obvious lack of motivation to move forward... (heart-on-sleeve moment here...)

So there you have it. Ive filled out all the paperwork for bcc. Ill be taking some classes on web design and web media. Hopefully after that, Ill pickup 2 or 3 or however many websites and make some cash. The thing about websites, is they require monthly payments to keep running...

...Epic evil grin*...

Which in turn, means monthly payments to moi! So its like monthly payments of hefty amounts comming in from 3 or 4 sources. It could work out quite well for me :)

*fingers crossed*

So here we are in November which incidently reminds of the Gorillaz song

'Something has started today 
Where did it go? Why you want it to be?
Well you know November has come
And it's gone away'

Im in no mood for november to stay. Im at a weird point where im like wanting to skip ahead in life to get to the good stuff. God is teaching me to stop wanting to skip ahead and keep my head out of the clouds. Be content with my current level of happiness, and stop trying to cheat on His plans for me. Its all too easy(darth vader quote!) to steal His plan for you early, but it takes focus and determination to have that patience to stake it out. In the long run, you will be happier. Well, at least thats what I hear... Just focus on the now. God will focus on the later. After all, the now is pretty amazing right?

-Me