warning. apathetic mode has been activated.

Am I happy?

In a word

Yes

Am I ready?

In two words

Absolutely not

how do you navigate in the dark?...

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well tonight I was sort of insulted. like ouch. she went there. it hurt. bandaid?

she knows i dont want to do this but i will. ive already ran faster than the speeding bullet and leapt the tall building in a single bound. but this is rough. wow. im such a dork for real. what is this post? what the heck...am i lamenting or something? hahaha. more like procrastinating and hoping i can switch over to matt... i know it wont be that bad if shes there but without her in that specific scene my mind explodes. so there. it adds familiarity to the unknown. thats all. my ears are ringing. i have work tomorrow. im broke. i have to drop stuff off at bcc again. im tired. i cant sleep. my left pinky finger just went numb. my phone says i have a 2 and a half hour sleep debt that i am unable to pay if i wanted to. and i lack the ambition to press the shift key. but guess what? im gonna sleep tonight. im gonna get up tomorrow. my ears wont be ringing. my pinky wont be numb. i will drop stuff off at bccfor the freaking millionth time. i will use the shift key. i will work my fingers to the freaking bone and earn money so i wont be broke. i will freaking call this guy and schedule a freaking meeting and everybody will be freaking happy again peaches n gravy.

peaches n gravy

-me