-Chillin on the couch again.
-2:33 am
-Goin to give blood tomorrow. Need sleep -___-
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-thinking about the means to which I find true happiness and how shallow it seems if I look at it through a certain lens. If you take an aweful event like... i dont know, a little girl dying. It could be a huge tragedy, but at the same time, you could look at it through a different perspective and see that it could be beautiful. Maybe its a poetic death, or she died in the arms of ones she loved or she died in surgery to donate a kidney to save someone. Know what I mean? Is there a good way to look at everything? Or is it purely situational. I know its possible to look at everything that happens to you, even good, great things, and somehow pit it against yourself as a curse. Ive seen it done when old people get bitter. They could win a thousand bucks and somehow manage to complain about it. I guess it really boils down to optimism vs pessimism. Underlying thoughts have to be positive about your negative situation or you go negative about your negative situation. Then, when your situation turns positive, you will still be negative, and thats called being bitter. Positivity. I know it only works to an extent. You cant just go around being positive about everything, or people hate you, avoid you, screw with your head, etc... How bout Job in the bible. His life legitimately sucked. bad. Everyone died and he lost all his property and was diseased. Mental, physical, and emotional destruction. As low as you can go. He was not a positive man after that. He was entirely broken and negative until he came to his magic epiphany near the end of his 40 chapters of complaining. His story turned out all right.
-Solved my own thoughts
-The Lord giveth, and the Lord taketh away. Blessed be the name of the Lord.
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-gnight.
-me
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