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Im not doing so well at the moment. I feel weird.

You know like when you have to write something or draw something or play something, but you just cant? You have ideas and even motivation but for some reason you just cant seem to do it...

Thats what im feeling right now.

I feel like next time I sit down alone in the studio, pure magic will flow out. Like a sink full of water is overflowing and you just have to yank the plug to get things moving... Unfortunately I cant do that right now. I havent written anything usable in a looooong time and its killing me slowly...

Heres what I need to do soon. Step one, get a drum set and get it setup in the studio. Step two, carry over all my guitar stuff into the studio. Step three, lock myself in there for a week.

Im serious as bloody death right now. Im mulling over taking a vacation week or something so I can do this.

-sigh- Me

Twitter

@Perilous_loop

to quote incubus(which is something i do sparingly...)

dont ask. dont tell. follow(me on twitter).

Ke$ha 3 times and G6 4 times??? Whaaa?

And so it seems that life for most everyone is uneventfull, and I still have an amazing ability to start a sentence with a conjunction and pull it off quite well :)

Captains log stardate 9522.6: Radio silence on the blagosphere week number two. Im starting to get more desperate. More cynical. More jaded. every.... passing....hour... Its almost as if the lack of clear blag communication has caused the very earth itself to start freezing!!! The fault lies with none other than the Klingons! Ive never trusted klingon, and I never will. I will never forgive them for the death of my boy... (kirk anyone?)

*cricket*

that was lame. anyways-

Today was amazing. Actually it was more than amazing. There isnt a good enough word for it. We celebrated the birthday of my favorite girl alyssa by chillin at waterford. We did red lobster for lunch which was super good, then watched paranormal activity 2 at regal cinema. I had such a good time! Im noticing a strong trend in really liking sundays. I hope it continues.

random quote:

"Mother of pearl beans, mother of pearl!!!!!!" -Louis Stevens on Even Stevens

Ok byebye

-Me

Zzzzt! A rappa bug zappa...

Well this is it. Im signing up for college for the....5th time??? I cant remember...

My cousin Julia, the 'decidedly indecisive' one as I call her, just made her choice on college and is attending spring classes next year at the 'Le Cordon Bleu'. So if she can do it, I can do it right? Granted, its not what I really want to do or anything. Its more of a stepping stone.... In a loooong trail of stepping stones hovering over the grand canyon...

Yeah im thrilled... really... I do, however, like the prospect of not doing nothing. I mean I have a job, which is more than most people, but its a sucky lousy barely-get-your-bills-payed job. I want moneys. They say money doesnt mean happiness, but I think sometimes it does.... Money means stability. Stability means less stress which is sortof like happiness right? Also financial stability means making 'it' official, which is -immeeeeensly- important to me right now despite my obvious lack of motivation to move forward... (heart-on-sleeve moment here...)

So there you have it. Ive filled out all the paperwork for bcc. Ill be taking some classes on web design and web media. Hopefully after that, Ill pickup 2 or 3 or however many websites and make some cash. The thing about websites, is they require monthly payments to keep running...

...Epic evil grin*...

Which in turn, means monthly payments to moi! So its like monthly payments of hefty amounts comming in from 3 or 4 sources. It could work out quite well for me :)

*fingers crossed*

So here we are in November which incidently reminds of the Gorillaz song

'Something has started today 
Where did it go? Why you want it to be?
Well you know November has come
And it's gone away'

Im in no mood for november to stay. Im at a weird point where im like wanting to skip ahead in life to get to the good stuff. God is teaching me to stop wanting to skip ahead and keep my head out of the clouds. Be content with my current level of happiness, and stop trying to cheat on His plans for me. Its all too easy(darth vader quote!) to steal His plan for you early, but it takes focus and determination to have that patience to stake it out. In the long run, you will be happier. Well, at least thats what I hear... Just focus on the now. God will focus on the later. After all, the now is pretty amazing right?

-Me

Its Raining in Vancouver

 

    -We'll leave tonight and we'll leave together-

-I'll say what airline and you'll say whatever-

        -Leave all our friends back home-

 -Cause I'm in love with you tonight-

-Me

Bucketlist

my bucketlist ish...

http://www.43things.com/person/Inysy

Bullets everywhere!

• Anxious about tonight.
• God works in freaking mysterious ways. He has a way of putting things in your head when you dont want them there. And when you ignore him, he slaps you via your friends.
• coheed and cambria rock
• i dont like the word rock anymore unless partaining to geological stuff.
• nobody posts blogs anymore :(
• bullet added for space
• another bullet added for space
• my phone has been goin off the hook today with people
• it feels good to have a new friend in my life.
• Phil is dark red.
• Time consumer is coheeds best song imo
• imo is stupid... what a lame abbrev...
• lol
• mariaaaaa myyyyy staaaaaar ma-athew goodni-i-ight
• its hard to keep your mind off something when you are consciously aware that whatever your doing is just keeping your mind off something else...
• Frik!!!!
• (Eeeeeh Shabutie!)(<---Thats for Jon...Whoooshaw freaky-zeekie.)
• Ergh,..,.,ejlsheufhsuehuhkshkehfkhskjdhkjhkbvxbcvkjsdhkfshdkfhskhjisoosehfioshjf
• How do you win the lottery without ever buying a ticket?....
• Im gonna get on netflix and watch the office or something...

With Fingers Crossed, and our hearts on our sleeves, we press onward.

-Me