Welcome to Level 2

-Just downloaded all of Yo La Tengos discography and giving it a listen. So far so good :)

-Giving up mountain dew. again. should be easy.

-Finished Persons unknown. Its really good but the ending erked me because its set up perfectly for a sequel season without a guarantee that there will actually be a second season. A little less conspiracy setup than lost had going at the end but still oddly gripping.

-Going to outback tomorrow with friends and girlfriend! yay!!!

-So ive been having trouble sleeping lately. alot of trouble. Also some real creepy dreams... I cant seem to get to sleep but when I do, im out til like after noon. Aggrivating to say the least. In fact im blogging at 3am because i cant sleep! booooo :(

-Tonight was fun. Had a great time joking around with alyssa on my couch! hahaha

-Paul is an interesting character. Watching him and dan together is pretty freaking hilarious to be honest.

-Its so hot in my house. The fan is running on medium which is the most tolerable speed to noise ratio.

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-ummmmmmmmmmmmmmm so much garbage going through my head right now. for example:

-I want to go to a theme park. really bad. I havent been to one in a long time it feels. Islands of adventure anyone? Harry potter universe thing is there and so is marvel superhero island! That would be so much fun to go there.

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-(and this one. there are some things noone needs to know but me.)

-erm. cant think of anything else to type in. goodnight

-Me

Yo La Tengo

-Ive been without my computer for like a whole week. I hate to sound like one of those technology addiction issue people but man I reaaaally like my laptop.

-Life is good.

-Have to work tomorrow and im kinda not wanting to.

-I had to move the model home today. Its a home in the great outdoors that they use for hooking people to buy a house if they are unsure. The house is fully furnished with HFs rediculously overpriced, somewhat falsely represented furniture. So yeah we moved a house today. 4 loads. And its literally right across the street so its not like we got a break or anything to drive. Got it all done in 7 hours so at 8 bucks an hour thats like 50 bucks after taxes. boooooo.

- :(

-Mom and Dad are out. They left for music florida conference in orlando. Mom will be back wednesday and dad will be back friday. Angelina is with the Willis'. So me and jinje got the house except for g-ma and lisa. So basically jinje has the house minus the tv...

-I miss alyssa.

-Im hearing strange noises in my house... Its eerie

-Its not so much that im a clingy person, its just that I want her around. I guess that only comes with marriage huh? rats... I am very much a family man. I want a family and to do things with a family. And dont say 'but you have a family...'

-need music badly brb...

-yo la tengo - You can have it all. Nifty little jingle here. alot of 'buh buh buhbuh' vocal stuff in the background. pretty cool sounding. very layed back without trying to be layed back... if that makes sense...

-note to self: download more yo la tengo

-singing off. byebye

-Me

6 Month Anniversary Impromptu Poetry

Yay 6 months! In honour of our anniversary, I will write a completely impromptu, off the top of my head, poem without deleting anything once it has been typed.

Here goes! 

*cough* Ahem!

My girlfriend is off the hizzah!

I love her lots.

Her name is Alyssa,

and her socks have spots.

(Ok that one was slightly less then impromptu...)

We go to the movies

We drive in her car

I could go for a smoothy

rawr rawr rawr

(Ohhhhh Yeaaaahhhhh)

All over town

They see us comin

We never have frowns

Shes a heck of a woman.

(Hahahaha legit!)

Thank you.

Alyssa, its been the greatest six months ever and im looking forward to having more time to spend along side you! <3

-Me

Second Pillar

...

And the second pillar has fallen today. Well last night really.

I guess people break up all the time. Its not like breaking up is a bad thing or whatever. I mean who wants to be stuck with the wrong person for more time than you have to be. And life moves on. People break up. Even the ones you swear are so good together. That scares me a little but yeah thats the cold hard reality of it.

Jennill

Jenniphil.

No wait... Philiffer...

Good luck to you both and stuff.

On the other hand, Its refreshing to see people make wise and healthy relationship choices for a change! I admire phils bravery and honesty in this and jenns understanding and willingness to work things out. I love both of you and wish you the best

Sincerely, Me

This song describes my night

I was in the front seat, shaking it out
And I was asking if you felt all right
I never want to hear the truth
I want to hear your voice, it sounded fine

I could feel my heartbeat taking me down
And for the moment, I would sleep all right
Veiny with a selfish fear
To keep me up another restless night

And I realized then you were perfect
With my teeth ripping out of my head
And it looked like a painting I once knew
Back when my thoughts were not the least intact

 

And I felt loved again

-Manchester Orchestra

warning. apathetic mode has been activated.

Am I happy?

In a word

Yes

Am I ready?

In two words

Absolutely not

how do you navigate in the dark?...

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well tonight I was sort of insulted. like ouch. she went there. it hurt. bandaid?

she knows i dont want to do this but i will. ive already ran faster than the speeding bullet and leapt the tall building in a single bound. but this is rough. wow. im such a dork for real. what is this post? what the heck...am i lamenting or something? hahaha. more like procrastinating and hoping i can switch over to matt... i know it wont be that bad if shes there but without her in that specific scene my mind explodes. so there. it adds familiarity to the unknown. thats all. my ears are ringing. i have work tomorrow. im broke. i have to drop stuff off at bcc again. im tired. i cant sleep. my left pinky finger just went numb. my phone says i have a 2 and a half hour sleep debt that i am unable to pay if i wanted to. and i lack the ambition to press the shift key. but guess what? im gonna sleep tonight. im gonna get up tomorrow. my ears wont be ringing. my pinky wont be numb. i will drop stuff off at bccfor the freaking millionth time. i will use the shift key. i will work my fingers to the freaking bone and earn money so i wont be broke. i will freaking call this guy and schedule a freaking meeting and everybody will be freaking happy again peaches n gravy.

peaches n gravy

-me

Ehry Pottah - Sorcerers Stone.

Well im reading the first harry potter book entitled

Harry Potter and the Sorcerer's Stone

So yeah its pretty freakin great actually. Im pleasantly surprised. So here we go. Im officialy challenging myself to read all the harry potter books. All of em. My goal is to be done by the release of the final movie which is in Feb I think. Its a tough goal but hey, somebodies gotta do it, right?

I started this one 3 days ago and im already half way through. Thats a good sign! So Im on chapter 10. Im noticing that alot of great stuff in the books is totally absent from the movies and thats kindof a let down because its so awesome in the books and could be put in the movies with a little extra effort but whatevs...

In the books they overly emphasize the celebriality of harry and the thing with not saying voldermort. Like harry says it once and Ron flips out which puts it in perspective a bit better than the movies did.

Snapes. Holy. Freakin. Crap. Snapes is a beast in this book. Knowing what I already know from the movies, it only puts it in better perspective some of things Snapes does in the books. I think hes becoming my favorite character already. Im so excited to see what happens with him in the deathly hallows part2.

So there we go. Im about to read some more and ill keep the blag updated on my progress periodically under the tag:

Ehry Pottah

Ciou Knives

-Me