You know, if you know

Not getting a post on todays events. No-sir-ee. You had to be there. Words are just not cutting it.

-Me

The best kept secret is the truth

Where once happy and optimistic

Dies a tragic bloody death

Lying in her youthful dreary ritualistic

Night from day differences unearth

Mechanisms retract and recoil

The thought, messy and realistic

Counteraction justly disloyal

Thats just honestly anarchistic

-A lost individual

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-M

THE INTERVIEW

AHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHH.

So the interview has come and gone.

What. A. Waste.

They felt inclined to inform me that they have recieved over 200 interviews for the position from 36 different states and 3 countries; One of which is Sweden.

FREAKIN SWEDEN!

They said they wont consider it unless I had at least a bachelors degree. Lovely. Suddenly the furniture industry is looking alot better...ugh. Now that my latest dreams have been pulverized, I can get re-grounded and HOLY CRAP I need to hang out with my friends sooo bad!!!! I might not be able to hold out til sunday!!!

-Me

Dial 'S for Sunday / Hiro Nakamura

I am now going through friend withdrawals. I miss you guys =(

So I found out James put in his week notice and his last day is thursday. I wont be there thursday, so Ill probably only work with him tomorrow, if we have work tomorrow... Hes being replaced by trenton so its all good. We shall see how this works out. I hate change. dang.

I have a job interview thursday morning (thus the reason for me not being at work that day) for the position of fingerprint technician! Super stoked about that. I could really use a change of scenery, pace, life, etc... Itll be like an exchange for more of my time, for more money. Im sure itll be good for me. I keep telling myself that, so it should only take me another week or so to believe it hehe.

In other news, WoW has completely screwed up on the updates so none of that for a while til they fix it. Dang, I was under 5% til next lvl.

I wish it was sunday. I just tried Hiro Nakamura fastforward time superpowers complete with the awkward squinting face and it totally did NOT work. Crap.

Listening to Kid CuDi. Its pretty Ok. Nothing spectacular (Like the new 'Radio Dept.' album) but itll do for a light green mood. Friend withdrawal symptoms seem to be getting worse. Sunday sunday sunday sunday sunday

-Me

Another Lonely Night

I had a friend today reveal to a bunch of people that he hasnt succesfully asked out a girl in 4 years. I was too timid to chime in with my statistics. Well, if your reading this guys, its been 3 years and it only happened once. I asked her over the internet, and the date sucked horribly! Its pretty bad when all the experience you have can be summed up in a fortune cookie sized piece of paper.

Yep.

I just...dont want to be one of those guys where people say 'Oh he asks out all the girls who date'. I am trying desperately to not be another average guy who does things the average way.

Dont you hate it when people respond with the 'good christian answer'? You know the one where they are like "Oh dont worry!! God has someone special out there for you! She will come when you least expect it! Infact, I met (soandso) at (somewhere) at (sometime) and it was just like I knew God wanted me to marry that person!!!"

Im so sick of all of that feigned sincerity!! Thats why its so freaking hard for me to connect to church people cause they are so ingenuine at times. Its like; Do you really expect me to believe thats how you really feel about things? Colours dont lie man! Hello! I know people who are so eaten up by life, but when they walk into church, they act like cloud9. A mask pops out of nowhere, super-glued to their face and they wont let anyone get close to the real them. A completely different person emerges! We are all human. We all struggle.

Hmm just clipped like 500 words from what I just wrote because I remember people read this now. Hopefully my point is still there without being all-over-the-place. Anonymity is worth gold my friends, Gold.

-Me

Playlist

Track 1 - The Radio Dept. - Heaven on Fire

So today was pretty sweet! Work was tolerable. No tipss, no delivss, just floor work and yard work. I got threatened by james. Its all good I guess. After that Got to hang out with Alyssa for a while and even though we had no idea what to do or where to go, we still

Track 2 - Radiohead - Sit down. Stand up.

had a great time. Im annoyed that someone stole my mayorship of searstown mall. My one main prized public place! Its war Sarah, whoever you are. Its WAR!

Next up was CnC group. The lesson didnt really stick but

Track 3 - Rilo Kiley - Plane Crash in C

one thing deffinately did. What was Satans job? to reflect Gods glory. After He fell, God created us to take his place and reflect Him. Pretty cool huh? This song is sooooo good. "I have no idea whats goin on lately, and I just wish you would come over and explain things". 

Track 4 - Rilo Kiley - Science Vs. Romance

Ive noticed that a larger portion of my freetime is being sucked into WoW now. Not a significant portion but still. I dont really play games, but the games that I do play, I PLAY. I get absorbed into it. I dont see how people get addicted to WoW at all and I dont percieve that happening to me anytime soon. I guess I havent had a ton of hours at work so ive been climbing levels and running dungeons. Its kinda fun using strategy and teamwork with people you dont know to accomplish a common goal. Kinda like real life except im not a warlock in real life...

Okie doke.

Track 5 - Slowdive - Alison

-Me