Thursday, September 30, 2010

My drive home prayer tonight

Well...You see....

Theres this girl I like. I mean reaaaaally like. like rawrrawr ♥♥♥... Shes something else, let me tell you.

Shes smart.

Beautiful.

Clever.

Funny.

Aggressive... In an adorable way.


Not to plagiarize or anything, but...

I absolutely love her when she smiles.


But somehow I bet you already knew all of this God.

Thank you. You've really outdone yourself with her.


Amen. 

-Me

Sunday, September 26, 2010

Beautiful lyrics for a beautiful night

What a beautiful face I have found in this place that is circling all around the sun. What a beautiful scene that could flash on a screen in the blink of an eye and be gone from me. Soft and sweet. Let me hold it close and keep it here with me

And one day we will die and our ashes will fly from the aeroplane over the sea. But for now we are young, let us play in the sun and count every beautiful thing we can see. Love to be. In the arms of all im keeping here with me

-Jeff Mangum

Friday, September 24, 2010

The Story of Jealousy


Jealousy...

...is a brutal murderer, taking no hostages. Slaughtering the masses with his sharp sword and arriving when you least expect him. He can easily guide the most sane to their knees and the most wealthy to their graves. His victims know him as many names. Hell. Insanity. Envy. Shakespeare reffered to him as the Green-eyed Monster. He wears many, many masks and costumes. If you dont know what he looks like, you wont see him comming til its too late.

Who is he?

He was born second to his twin sister Love. They were a team at first. Working together and building each other. He learned many things from his older sister, such as how to disguise himself as another feeling, and how to wait til an opportune time to attack. As time went on, Jealousy became more destructive, more villianous. Now, he has become a rutheless vigilanty, picking out his next victim based on where he finds his sisters handywork.

How do you fight an opponent such as this?

Certainty?...

Trust?...

Some say that to Jealousy, nothing is more frightful than laughter.


-Me

Wednesday, September 22, 2010

There may or may not be hidden links in this post...

Hi there blagosphere. I have come to 2 very important realizations a minute ago

1 - I havent typed anything objectable in quite some time. Everything I have typed has been very pertinent to me, and maybe one to three other people.

2 - I dont care. This is after all my blag am I right? Must I type things relavent to anyone but myself? Nope. Ok then. Thats taken care of...

On to more pressing matters like me and alyssa bakers grand (re)watching of LOST! Its turning out super awesome. She is at least halfway addicted already with more addiction to follow! Everything is going according to plan!!! bweeehhahahaha!... 12 episodes in to the first season. epic!

...What else...

Theres these weekend plans which are going to be spectacularly amazing despite the fact that we dont really have much of anything at all planned. Nothing quite like freestyling a weekend. Also theres this formal progressive dinner saturday night! Im wearing a tuxedo.

And OH YEAH! Dave moved into my house, and ill most likely be moving out at the end of a week or two when I get the cashmoney...

Welp...Thats it. byebye.

-Me

Monday, September 20, 2010

Friday, September 17, 2010

Chapter XX



fly me out the window

somewhere far away

news on the radio

happy birthday

happy birthday

happy birthday


Well here it is folks. The big 20. Remember when you first hit 10? The double digits? This is like double that... Holy cow, when did I become a man. Wasnt I a child yesterday who was goin to chuckycheese for a field trip with the other kids? Or that awkward teenager trying to work up the nerve to ask out a girl? HOLY CRAP! IM NOT A TEENAGER! woaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaa........

You just witnessed an epiphany. That just hit me while typing that... I am no longer a teenager. What the heck does that mean? Am I supposed to carry myself differently? I dont feel any older... ugh now im confused. It feels like this a good time to make life changes. But, what am I supposed to change? I always remember being younger and thinking to myself how things would be different when your older. Like you almost expect your mindset to be different. When it actually comes, you find out that your mindset is the exact same. Nothing changed, really. Your the same person, but slightly older.

But anyway. I am super happy! really I am! :)  Im excited to see what this year brings me for sure. Despite my bad rapport with birthdays($$$Cant think about that now. Supposed to be happy$$$), im determined that this will be the best ever! 


'But not right now, im high as a cloud'

-Me

Tuesday, September 14, 2010

Untitled Letter

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Im thinking about you and just wanted to tell you how much I

like how you always know what to tell me

or how you hold my arm in the

van with my parents.

Even though its rough sometimes,

you stick with me.

Over the months, I come to realize that

under my arm, you fit nicely.

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:)

-Me