Airvent

Vent Post:

• I feel like im swimming upstream now. As if that isnt enough, I have no idea why im doing it. Its almost as if my life wants me to go one way, but im completely ignoring it in favour of the other way. For no reason.

• Im laying on my bed listening to the new Foals album which is pretty ok. I dont get the hype.

• How nice it would be to be pissed off at something right now. I swear im losing my ability to be completely angry/enraged. I dont think I can and its unsettling. Instead of getting angry, I get mega-depressed. I dont mean like acting out and getting in a fist-fight, but just angry. At anything.

• Starbucks is freaking expensive. I cant afford it anymore. 4 bucks for a small drink?

• The list of friends who want to hang out with me is getting small. Rediculously small. Call me up lets see a movie or som'm.

• And when they do want to hang out. They completely own the conversation. It never changes off their problems. Doesnt anyone want to talk about mutual things anymore???? I guess thats why I like seeing movies with people. It gives me a break. (Sorry if I just shot you down)

• I need to stop listening to Foals. Its getting annoying. Switching to... Pinback. Blue screen life is an incredible album. 'Here to my house, in no seconds. Count the footsteps, count the seconds.' Who hasnt been there? So close, but so far...

• Im really hating facebook right now. Its the sameold garbage over and over. I dont even like looking at it. I was thinking about quitting it but its just too integrated into society to go without one.

-Me